Day 8: 10 ways that I can help someone else are...

1.) Ummm....Listening?

2.) Pretending to care?

3.) giving bad advice?

4.)....I donno...I'm not good at helping

5.) I'm the helpie not the helper

yea...not must else to say D: (sorry I keep lying)

Day 7: 10 things that make me cry are...

As much as I like to deny it I cry way to much. It rather sad.

1.) The events that happened 6 years ago. If you don't know it's not important. If you do know...well...you know.

2.) My pathetic excuse for an existance.

3.) The books I read. When my favourite characters die I am crushed. When my favourite character gets dumped I cry. Basically, books make me an emotional mess.

4.) The people in my English class. Their lack of knowledge hurts my heart more than anything.

5.) When I argue with my two best friends. It's really quite sad and we almost always say "this isn't working out to well..." wait a few days and then everything is back to the way it was in the beginning.

6.) When Dresden calls me out for doing stupid things. I mean, I know they're stupid and I already feel bad but then he lectures me on why they're bad. It hurts.

7.) Some movies. Like Breakfast at Tiffany's, One Week, Wall-e, UP, One Week, The Young Victoria, basically every movie that I watch. The worst one so far has been The Curious Case of Benjamin Button. 2 hours of water works. It was horrible.

8.) My allergies. It's not the sad sorta crying it's the "my eyes won't stop watering" sorta crying.

9.) My nightmares. They're terrifying and everyone always dies. It's rather depressing.

10.) The state of our environment. I mean, I don't actually cry about it but I can't think of anything else I can put on this list so... (y)

A Story Of My Average Tuesday!

So! Tuesday is day 2 (we work on a four day schedule at my school. Monday is always day one (ABCD), Tuesday day two (BADC), Wednesday day three (DCBA), Thursday day four (CDAB)and Friday rotates. It makes zero sense but whatevski) which means my day goes Pre Calculus (B block), Chemistry (A block), Lunch, English (D block) and Off Block (C block)! I love having off last. It's way better than having it first (because I'm in band I only have off every second day which means I only ever have it first and last. It's pretty sweet.). Other than the fact that I start the day with PreCal (it's totally mind crippling) it's my favourite day of the week. I have English last and I get to hang around and do nothing afterwards.

On a normal Tuesday, I'd stay at school during off because I have Brass Ensemble after school (I'm trying to learn how to play trumpet. It's...interesting...) but I was feeling sick so Ms. D (My band teacher. She's great. :D) let me go home instead. I got a drive from my friend Catherine. Her mum came and got us. It was pretty sweet because we didn't have to wait for the 10 to come.When I got home I ate some Cocoa Puffs (because they're awesome) and got down to work. I started by making a check list to get everything organized and choose what I wanted to work on first.

❒ Math Assignment (Due Friday)
❒ Test Corrections (Due Friday)
❒ Study For Chem Test (Tomorrow)
❒ Math Homework (Tomorrow)
❒ English Essay (Due Friday)
❒ Chem Lab (Tomorrow)
❒ News Paper Article written and submitted (At lunch today…it wasn’t done…)
❒ Pictures To Go With Everyone Else’s Articles (Before morning)

I started by doing my chem lab because I really don't want to fail that (it would be devestating) and then I had to go pick up the van from my dads work. Of course, me being the person that I am, I had to procrastinate about doing the chem lab so the list grew a little longer...

❒ Math Assignment (Due Friday)
❒ Test Corrections (Due Friday)
❒ Study For Chem Test (Tomorrow)
❒ Math Homework (Tomorrow)
❒ English Essay (Due Friday)
✔ Chem Lab (Tomorrow)
❒ News Paper Article written and submitted (At lunch today…it wasn’t done…)
❒ Pictures To Go With Everyone Else’s Articles (Before morning) ✔ Piano Practicing (Tomorrow)
✔ Pick Car Up 

Then I got back home, ate and had a mini-heart attack about writing my article for the school news paper (it was about band. I might post it later...It depends on whether or not it gets into the paper) and finding pictures or the other articles that are going into this months issue (I'm the photography rep for the paper so I'm in charge of all the pictures that go into it. And the list grew longer..


❒ Math Assignment (Due Friday)
❒ Test Corrections (Due Friday)
❒ Study For Chem Test (Tomorrow)
❒ Math Homework (Tomorrow)
❒ English Essay (Due Friday)
✔ Chem Lab (Tomorrow)
✔ Piano Practicing (Tomorrow)
✔ Pick Car Up 
✔ News Paper Article written and submitted (At lunch today…it wasn’t done…)
✔ Pictures To Go With Everyone Else’s Articles (Before morning)
✔ Band (tonight)


I wasn't terribly disappointed that the list was growing because everything that I added to it got check off. I felt like I was getting stuff done and I kinda was. Just not some of the things that I should be focusing on *coughcoughprecalcough*. At band I got my bestie Amanda to look over my article and give me back my English essay (she likes to edit and I need my stuff to be edited so she reads it over and we talk about changes I can make. It's really beneficial for both of us.). She really liked them both so when I got home I made a few changes to my essay and sent Mr. Aucoin (the teacher advisor for the news paper) my article. More things got check off.

❒ Math Assignment (Due Friday)

❒ Test Corrections (Due Friday)

❒ Study For Chem Test (Tomorrow)

❒ Math Homework (Tomorrow)

✔ English Essay (Due Friday)

✔ Chem Lab (Tomorrow)

✔ Piano Practicing (Tomorrow)

✔ Pick Car Up 

✔ Band (tonight)

✔ News Paper Article written and submitted (At lunch today…it wasn’t done…)

✔ Pictures To Go With Everyone Else’s Articles (Before morning)

✔ Tim's Coffee (What I need if I’m going to survive tonight)

We went to Tim's on the way home to grab some coffee because I was feeling very decaffeinated and I needed coffee so I could get through the rest of the work that I needed to do. I finished off the night with a rush of math. I got my homework done and *most* of the Independent study done (I say most because I think I did a few questions wrong and I couldn't get number 10. But I'll clear that up tomorrow when I talk to my friends.

▲ Math Assignment (Due Friday)

❒ Test Corrections (Due Friday)

❒ Study For Chem Test (Tomorrow)

✔ Math Homework (Tomorrow)

✔ English Essay (Due Friday)

✔ Chem Lab (Tomorrow)

✔ Piano Practicing (Tomorrow)

✔ Pick Car Up 

✔ Band (tonight)

✔ News Paper Article written and submitted (At lunch today…it wasn’t done…)

✔ Pictures To Go With Everyone Else’s Articles (Before morning)

✔ Tim's Coffee (What I need if I’m going to survive tonight)

I'm really pleased with the amount of progress I've made tonight with my massive work load that I've been stressing about for the past four days. Tonight I will be able to sleep well.

Day 6: 10 things that make me laugh...

I laugh? this is new to me!

1.) Amanda Hunt. Best friend. Twin. Hipster. What's not to laugh at? :P (love you lots)

2.) Dresden Barrett. Funny guy. Most of the time

3.) Myself. I'm weird. It's funny?

4.) Book are the funniest thing of the face of the planet. Harry Potter and the Order of The phoenix? Hilarious.

5.) The idiots I go to school with. Mostly because they're idiots. It's not a rolling on the ground laugh it's more of a secretive "tehehe they don't know anything" sorta thing. Only to be shared with yourself.

6.) My pets. Bowser, my dog, is physcotic. It's kinda funny and he's supa kewt. My fish are weird and they're funny to watch when they chase each other around in their tank.

7.) That one person that you see walking down the street who has no style and listens to bad music. Yes, you all know who this is and yes, you all laugh at them a little under your breath when you see them walking towards you.

8.) Movies. Like Fantastic Mr. Fox, One Week, The Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy and other awesome movies like that.

9.) My family. They kinda needed to be on the list. They're a funny bunch.

10.) Seinfeld. Nuff said.

Day 5: 10 lessons that I have learned so far in my life are...

1.) Misery is a way of life.

2.) Music saves everything.

3.) Meeting people from online in rl isn't always a great idea.

4.) Ignoring problems doesn't make them better it just makes you feel a little better for a few minutes

5.) Depression sucks a lot.

6.) Photography makes memories last forever, even when you don't

7.) Friends hold you together better than anything else.

8.) Tights make your legs look skinnier.

9.) Clothes don't make you who you are but they do express who you really are.

10.) No matter what you do people will make fun of you and hate you no matter what you do.

Day 4: 10 things that I believe in are...

I don't believe anything other than myself!

Day 3: 10 things that I would love to have for my birthday are...

1.) A life. I need one badly.

2.) Money for Uni! It's badly needed :(

3.) Books on the reading list for Kings. They're going to be expensive.

4.) New CD's! Music is my lifeeeee.

5.) Other books. I need other ones to read too >.>

6.) Clothes and shoes! Lots and lots of shoes.

7.) A new Ipod

8.) An external Hard-drive.

9.) DSLR Camera (y).

10.) A guitar. Preferably, acoustic.

Day 2: 10 things that I value about life are...

I  donno what I really value but this stuff is pretty cool right?

1.) My intelligence!

2.)My friends (all three of them)

3.) music :)

4.) My memories.

5.) My bands.

6.) My newly found work ethic.

7.) TUMBLR. (how sad is that)

8.) The feeling that you get when you wake up first thing in the morning and you can't open your eyes.

9.) The two fish that I have left. They mean a lot to me.

10.) The fact that none of the points have anything to do with what they were suppose to. I'm a cool kid. not.

Day 1: 10 things that make me happy are...

10 things that make me happy? I don't know if they exist.

1.) Piano. It makes me more happy than anything else it the world. It makes everything easier to deal with.

2.) Reading. Reading used to be my vice. I own over 300 books. Sad right?

3.) Old pictures. My memory isn't that great. By that great I mean I don't remember anything ever. To make sure I don't forget anything I hang pictures in my room. kinda geeky right?

4.) Band that are actually good. Different from my guilty pleasure because it's actually, you know, good.

5.) My jackets. They are lovely. And super awesome. ^^

6.) Shoes. All of which are bought from Aldo. Which means that they're cooler than yours (unless you have docs, birks or combat boots.)

7.) Not pants. Pants are uncomfortable and skirts and dresses are so much more comfortable and far more cute.

8.) Sleeping in in the mornings. Sleep is lovely and I don't get a lot.

9.) Coffee. Coffee is the best thing on the face of the planet. It has a lot to do with the lack of sleep.

10.) The internet. It is my life. So very very sad.

Lists of Ten. Intro!

I found this list to make a list.

• 10 things that make me happy are...
• 10 things that I value about life are...
• 10 things that I would love to have for my birthday are...
• 10 things that I believe in are...
• 10 lessons that I have learned so far in my life are...
• 10 things that make me laugh...
• 10 things that make me cry are...
• 10 ways that I can help someone else are...
• 10 accomplishments that I have done are...
• 10 places that I would like to visit are...
• 10 memories from the past 12 months are...
• 10 people that I would love to meet are...
• 10 things that I would like to carry with me at all times are...
• 10 expectations that I have of myself are...
• 10 things that I do well are...
• 10 things that I can improve on are...
• 10 things that I love about my family are...
• 10 beautiful things outside are...
• 10 things that I hope happen within the next year are...
• 10 good books that I have read are...
• 10 popular movie stars are...
• 10 popular music groups/artists are...
• 10 fun things to do are...
• 10 great daydreams are...
• 10 special people in my life are...
• 10 responsibilities that I have are...
• 10 things that I would like to do this summer are...
• 10 great movies are...
• 10 skills that I have are...

So I'm going to post one of these today so hopefully you'll like this.

What Better To Kill A Social Life Than Homework Everynight.

I thought that my addiction to the internet was holding me back from doing cool fun things with my friends but I didn't realize that that was only the tip of the ice burg. This semester at school I am taking Pre Calculus, Chemistry. English and Band and the amount of homework I am getting on a nightly bases its not so dissimilar to the amount of homework your average IB kid might get. I'm talking about between 2 and 3 hours a night working on things for the next day not to mention the next week (that's what I've been spending the majority of today on. We have to write a compare and contrast essay on "The Closer You Get To Canada The More Things Will Eat Your Horses" by Thomas Cain and "The Lottery" by Shirley Jackson at some point this week after we have a class discussion about it on Monday and right now I'm doing the prep work which involves not being able to highlight anything on the page and having to write down every important quote with page and paragraph number so I can reference it later when I go to write it in an essay format.)

So I've been kinda busy lately. When I'm doing homework I'm on msn most of the time just so I don't kill my brain so I still get to talk to my friends but it's been a week since I've actually spent any time with them and I feel rather bad about it because I have to keep saying "No, I can't go out today because I have homework that I need to do". I mean they must feel pretty fustrated that I can never do anything because I'm either broke (I need to get a job) or because I'm too busy thinking I don't understand what to do for my Pre Calculus homework that I can't leave my house until i have a slight understanding of it.

This is a very long way of saying that high school sucks and I hope my work load lightens soon but I highly doubt it. Leave me something to brighten my day? I'd love you forever.