catching up. A poem a day, makes everything okay.

I've been writing a lot and not posting.
Enjoy.

why oh why am i here?
I feel like I'm drowning in fear

If I could fly
I'd go away
If I could die
It would be in May

Oh fate waht crule cards you've delt
everytime I see you face i melt

And when i stay awake at night
Thinging about the last time i saw the light
Thinking about how much we fight
Thinking about how you're as high as a kite

You say you want to quit
but are you really being ligit?
Why do you have to be so lame
What do you have to claim
Why can't you just see
What i really want us to be?

I know you live miles away
I wish you would come here and stay
You graduate at the end of the year
But i don't know if i can keep waiting for you to appear

You make me smile
Please don't put me on exile
I love you.


Tell me you love
Tell me you care
Stop dropping signs
Cause this is where i draw the line

Help me figure it out
Because I'm just really thick
I can't keep afloat
But i think we click
Save me

Tell me you're on your way
Tell me everythings going to be okay
Make me believe it
So i wont leave it

Help me learn to live
Because i don't know if i can
Stop me before i fall
But not if you don't care
Save me

Tell me what you think
Tell me I look good in pink
Let me understand
So I can take your hand

Help me save your life
Because i can't all by myself
Don't make me be a fool
I don't want to disappoint
Save me

Let me know whats going on
Let me know for how long
Let me help
Let me be
Let me love you
Then you'll see
How great it all can be

It's hard to breath
When you keep smothering me

You put so many limitations
On my Creations

What you're doing is not right
What happen to sucking the marrow out of life?

I know you're not suppose to choke on the bone
But that's hard when you're feeling so alone

And if you wish to be free
In thought, word and deed
Help me
And we will be free

Here we are contained
And here we are restrained

I just want to sing
And let it ring

Please let me out

Dear Depression
Please go away
When you're here
And when you're near
All hope is lost
At absolutely no cost

You make me so sad
And ever so mad
The things you put me through
Just will never do
One day i may win
When i lock my heart up in a tin
Because all of my pain
comes from my heart thats badly maimed

tomorrow we do odes
that have been sitting in a stack
just waiting to be hatched
love you.